Saturday, December 29, 2007

It's been 2 years since your passing on; and it's been almost that long that I have ever broke down because of it.

But recently, I broke down twice in a week and in all place in camp. Shown a side rarely seen by people who are not close to myself personally.
That reason aside, I been putting a lot of undue stress on myself due to my performance in camp. Somehow, I am marred by the fact I am not performing up to my own standards. Postings to unit will be out in 2 weeks and with my recent results, I am fearing for the worst already. Hopefully, I would be able to serve the rest of my NS usefully.

Simple to put, I am now on the edge of cliff.