its a very unlucky month. all I can say is that I am in shithole and lets hope the case rest soon.
though many have said I would tide through(as isn't caused by myself) still, I guess I would be cast from another view then on. and its happening already.

got rejected from NTU. but appealed. no reasons were given as only overwhelming application this year. i accept that reason being I am applying with the dragon boomers. nonethless, theres still June application period for SMU and next year's application for the local 3's. Hopefully I will get into one eventually. Any course that is too way side track would be fine. I just need the paper qualification anyway.

i must say serving my NS now is fun and different because I am more like working than serving for the sake of it. no doubt things are more extreme and demanding but still lets hope things just bend straight back yeah.

that not much people know is how much I fear of dog. Not the small ones but those barking,big dogs. yeah. also due to certain health restrictions, i don't try to get into contact with dogs or furry animals much.

nonetheless, I did something good! (no choice, bounded by duty and also wanted to make myself overcome it). I managed to escort a dog back to my HQ and left it there for SPCA to collect. A small puppy, quite tame and cute I must say. Wasn't very comfortable with it but nonetheless, managed to get it safely back.

So that was a first tiny step for me.I'll make use of this two years to overcome whatever things I feared before. I hope I do turn out for the better.