Monday, June 01, 2009

it's been awhile since I dream about you; the all-so familiar looks/smile/vehicle.
yet all I could hear was your murmuring, I want more but I know it''ll never happen. Am I just seeking in your solace once again ?

the stress been piling up and I realized that because I been badly foul mouth lately, temper rising and it doesn't help with the humid weather. sometimes I feel myself as a SOB but yet people say I am too nice, too compliant.

adding in failing my tp test once again doesn't help at all. i know deep down i have somethings i wish to made known but i rather keep it as a small memory...... and it's never working well when you grow too attached to your working environment because the routine work, the daily challenge you faced and the life-reflection moments; things like this will be gone soon.

probably like most say; i need a long vacation. somewhere,someplace, somehow. ..