I am just hours away from booking-in. The next week 2 weeks is supposedly to be more relax due to events. Hopefully so.

still thinking about my vocation and hopefully get into an experiential one.
been having problems with my shoulder and throat lately. one being an injury sustain from training and the latter being "heaty" and also the supposedly haze. It been really freaking cold lately especially when you wake up at 5 a.m in the morning.

Weekends are always short now and I cherish my times spent with family and friends. The feeling is warmth and loving.

my squad mates say they when they first knew me in camp, i looked down to earth and nerdy.
1 months on, they say they see the other side of me; just keeps me wondering.
i have to agree i am a cold to warm person. it takes a long time to know me or make me open up because its not easy for me to trust a person.

looking nerdy, can't help, black square rimmed specs with short botak hairstyle. inevitable. i just hope results will overcome appearance. seriously, i am not really confident about the way i present myself or work out in the camp. i tend to sit back and be more reserve and somehow it all backfired. i just want to be ordinary.

a lot more skills and drills will be tested and this are things which are not my forte. just grinding hard and hope for the best. guess i am not that strong a person i perceive myself as. but one principle of my own; never giving up till you tried, not just the 100 % but also the extra 5 %.

strive and work hard inner me, you have overcome countless hurdles and this pains are just extras.