i dunno wat to blog lately.
but just to update..

got myself into a terrible sickness lately. had the stomach run-ins and been so sore down there.
yeah .. 2 days i got myself cut off to 2 kg and barely had a full meal in my stomach.
acne. healing but taking a longer time. its skin replacing now and it looks crap.

its hard to tell one how i feel now. but once in a while chat has definately been better than talking daily.
the topics seems broader and its seems less boring . sometimes things just get too bored when they are repeated.

i really miss the time when i was sick and he was there to tender care for me even though his tired. its something that i will nv had a chance to experience again. at that moment when i was having the stomach ache constantly, i sat down at the sofa and felt how life was so fragil.
u cant depend on one person too much because when he leaves, the impact is too much and you will be lost. 1 road junction, 4 ways. u will be so confused as to choosing which one and life gets the toll on u.

FYP not done. still got some stuff to work on . lucky i do not have social commitments and so i am trying to keep life between family, studies and friends as closely as possible because life is so fragile. u never know whats goign to happen next and its not one that we can decide.

spent my first weekend of holiday being a part time clown.
haha went to East Coast Park to learn to rollar blade. previosly tried b4 but nonetheless , this time was a full 2 hrs

think i fall down about 10 times or more.. brusies to mainly my palm and leg.
and i had a big fall , going mini airboune before landing hard on my ass ..

been slacking my ass b4 i decided to do some programming.
bits part done here and there.. grr. . lazy no mood...

YES . i passed my PP . it seems so surreal . but i passed le .
Great.
i cleared another hurdle. its now my FYP and module which should be not a problem

but its my maths o lvls. how ironic. something that haunts me for 3 years almost.. .


Oh yea.. no more Mr nice YY. bad guys rules ..


life seems more and more fulfilling but a piece of heart is gone to someone special .


hey , my studies is doing well. thanks for the blessing. hope you are doing well up there....

ok .. done my PP presentation. went quite smoothly . no praises though =(
was "challenged" by my accessor to most of my points. asking my view vs practicality .
so i answered dutifully.
hope i pass ba .

and i have gone to see a doc for my sudden acne outbreak. GOSH . 2 weeks and my face is bursting with acne. horrendous .
and he prescribe my some pills and lotion. it would take a while for it to slowly heal but for now , i am seeing some slow results. Two acne burst off today. So lets hope my face will be back to normal soon.

then recently its back to normal for SOMEONE.
i saw SOMEONE and expected SOMEONE TO BE COMING TOO.
and true enough that ***** CAME.
in the context of ***** is a more CONDUSIVE environment.
those FYP works , remember to explain to us yea.. thanks man

its an omen !! to stay at home to watch WORLD Cup 2006 .. yeaps.
bus pass expired on 10 june 2006. wow . the day its starts =o

I HATE CAUSEWAY POINT'S PHOTOCOPYING SHOP

well they charge highly .. $2 per A3 .
they even charge the fee you use thier comp to set up the printing . $0.10 per piece
and worst of all 3 out of the 4 AUNTIES got ATTITUDE PROBLEM.
this is my last time i will ever go there ..
similar for the western stall and fish delight in my school.

and to think i was call GIRL by the librarian ...

well just finish filming 1/4 of my film . will be re loaning it and got to wait till then to complete the full film .

i got the time to even edit my PP poster. lol ..

got myself into a "bloody" mess. had all the red food coloring on my hands .
and i even washed the school's carpark and toilet. how often do you get to do it haha =)

all right . PP poster done. thats great.

well its holiday already and its the start of a long hard holiday.

1. filming . DVA lessons. things aren't going smoothly . poor planning and casting. hope we can
get it done soon.

slept and woke up at about 12 plus on sat. supposed to have filming but no calls . so think it got cancelled.
then finish up my PP poster and went dota 2 rounds.
then went dinner with mum b4 heading out for the spi tour.

was rather anticipating it but due to the large amount of people going, the excitment died off. it become really a night tour more of a ghoulish tour. lol
but not bad, got to see different aspect of singapore that i would nv explore on my own.
got home about 730 am and slept .


she still misses him. and i dont know how to console her. afterall, time may heal the wounds but never the memories of almost 2 decades.