just got home from an early trip with mum to city hall for my bros violin theory exam
cant believe how he didnt want to make a trip b4 taking exam. wonder did he ate up all the butterfly in his stomach lol


then went to eat dinner with aunt. very full and sleepy now .. blog laters....

haven been blogging because i dunno what to blog. or should i say dare to write out.

it seems that in this busy rainy period, everybody is in the lovey dovey mood. either being in love, out of love , or puzzled by love.
its like when you use msn. you often think that ," hmm who often double click your msn and start a conversation "
what will the conversation be ? who is the person he/she really wants to talk to ?

as much as person wants to tell the person how much he/she likes the person, there will be a step back phase, the neccesary to save "face". dont want to feel emberassed, etc

how often you ever thought when people say you stand a chance or compatible with her, do you really go chase ? would the sudden change in decision ruin your chance ? or get better?

as much as i try to hint, as much i try to pursue. shes either acting dumb or not wanting to know.
intitive taken shouldnt there be a response ? .. its always has to end in 1 way traffic ? ..

was playing sudoku to kill my time.. got the craze only recently.
well it takes certain level to play .. from easy to evil
so i played till evil level.. broke my records..

first try..















second try















http://www.websudoku.com .. play it and challenge my time =p

done the cleaning of the store room with my mum. gosh it took us 5 hrs to clear 1/4 of the stuff.
there were like 20 boxes of stuff in the small confine space. we cleared 6 boxes and there were still enough to jammed the place up. it will take us the second round to decide what to throw. the memories are still there.

then ah .. hmm.. watch soccer just now. tml working . been a very robotic schedule of life going on.

first thing first: i am not going to trust the mrt time so easily next time.
why ? : the clock on the mrt was showing 833 when I was only at Outram. As I was having UT, I definatly do not want to missed it. But a check back to my handphone shows its only 820. Nonetheless, I just let it run and upon reaching the redhill stop, I saw the big clock there .
8.25 am . the time my hp clock showed. 13 mins faster clock !! omg the train system is mad .. lol

second: going home time. head home with johnson. and i took a seat as johnson was getting off at outram and me at semei. before alighting, he told me that not to miss my stop. i usually dont but today i did. yeaps. .urghh .. so i just sat my way to pasir ris and back to semei. i could get off at tampines and took bus home but was lazy so back to sleeping in the cabin =p

people are curious about me already. i thought it wasn't obvious. i am wrong ...

it almost 24 hrs of non sleeping for me !! yes i am still awake .. now at 511 am ..
1 hr more mum will wake up and do house work .. and i jsut slept ...lol..

this is mad life

just did my health check and given the all-clear sign by the doctors. yeaps certfied healthy.

when i saw my waist length , i was like ... wow. .lol
BMI 19.5 .. yeaps .. I am within the healthy range already. tts good
they say because of my family history with the guys having high blood pressure, i got take care of my diet and lifestyle i lead..
hmm .. i am still young , so guess just be happy

morning was chirpy and laughing, getting quite happy.
then sudden mood change. felt like some idiot. dunno why.

its two days in a row that I am involved in being pissed.
yesterday worked ,got bleach into my eyes.. danm painful ..

then near my punching out time. my manager was clearing a piece of bill from this ang moh(caucasian)

just because of a little error in the order and despite applogising to them
the ang moh said this : " Are u dumb ? "

omg .. please so wat u got a platinum card.. dont human make mistake ? .. fcuking shit.

then today went for the WS 2006 thingy. lesson on infrastructure architecture. gosh got this danm facilitator.hannah. gosh.. just because we were a little quiet and those year crapping around, she shouted towards us : " the year 2 , simply abusing their staus"
whatcomes next was worst: " you came for the ce points only ? "

danm it.. i got a freaking 41 points for my CE points. there more to be credited .
you are benchmarked ..

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gone home time. been thinking of this phrase "so near yet so far"
its freaking true. its seems so not long ago that I last talked to my dad , had the otah he steamed for me. it was the last meal he "prepared" for me. but hes so far away from me now and only a place in the heart will allow this memory to flow on.
out of nothing , staring into the blank space . images just flash past.

the girl i like is always near me. but their heart is so far away from me. its seems i always miss an ingrediant to make theirs mine.it either ends up with ignorance or becoming good friends. nv an happy ending .

am i destined to live a life full of questions mark and make endless choices ? i dunno seriosly

haha, just back from work , danm today was a relative easy day to work but had some fair share of "trouble"saw leakage of water from the cupboard below the sink but we couldnt find the source of it. so the manager asked me to clean it up and get the place dry.dodnt expect that the danm watrer had bleach and nv washign it off fully, i rubbed some on my left eye and till now it swollen and red. it feels like having chilli padi embedded on your eye. ouch.

todays been a good day relatively.
slept soundly on the MRT while on way back durng office hours. hahah

tiring day . Java is killing me. while SOMEONE is studying better.
worldskills schedule are out 7 weeks training .. every monday 3 hrs each. wow.. somemore a module added in leo. big event. lol
is it really getting so obvious ? .. am i going too far ? .. should i just go ahead?

after getting off the mrt , i was kinda happy and refreshed.
reach home, silence is killing me again.. danm it

just finish bit parts of the amazing race. woke up late, had a bad stomach. urghh

yesterday came home late as we had floorball competiton. managed to win 1st. was so happy. haha. but i was a good team effort between us. =p

this semester studies is going to be hard. i am like struggling to get my B's even.
just checked my admin. cleared my CE points already. thats great !. school still owe more points and glad that my effort has paid off.

this few days been in sorts of mood. sick , sad ,happy. and its still not getting over me .. hai

today went out with mum in morning to auntie house to get some staff. Had some breakfast at the coffeshop downstair and went to fetch my brother.

reaching there, i saw the "cocky" security my mum told me b4. First look he was just a harmless old security being higher ranked then his assitant.Second look, I pity his assistant, asked to do this asked to do that,
5 mins late , a relief teacher came in the school.Think she was in her late 20's. This old man eyes almost fall out when he saw her. and talked alot to her as if they were long acquintace. then when asked by hs assistant whether he knew her he replied : " yeah , you work here long , you would know this people well "
gosh . .i was thinking , what a cocky and flirty uncle.

then here i am back at home. preparing to start work later. its been long time since i last worked. hope its another enriching experience.

Its wednesday. Yeaps. No school. Finally I am in the 1 week 4 day studying semester. While others suffer. haha

Suprising I woke up @ 9am on the dot to watch amazing race. Exciting I guess, seeing those mother nagging around, just cant seem to help think how our mum scream @ us at times.
Schools not that bad . Knowing the classes people slowly .

Heard of the chinese idiom whereby the farmer sat under the tree and waited for rabbit to come ?
I feel like I am that farmer. Not waiting for rabbit though. hahah

Should I just wait ? ..

Rather happy. Got my results , classes out too. Finally I got off the mark and managed to improve my results. "told" my dad straight after i got it. hehe ..

Got my hard disk replaced. Clean and good comp now. But got to be missing first day lesson and get my comp done. The fac will not be happy . =( .. Gosh..
School opening !! So looking forward to it. Finally I can be normal. Hopefully.