did i mention FYP presentation was so ... !@#@!!

ok nvm .. it was like 2 weeks back already ... but how fate twist around so fast (hopefully)
well, i shall just wait for the approved news. looking for this collaboration.

holiday. no job. sch commitments. yesterday went back to school help out setup the location for the upcoming Action Script workshop. Sep 4- Sep8 , 9-5 daily.

G302 coming. change of team. well hopefully, its another fruitful experience.
2nd semester and Final of my RP years. slacking ? dota-ing? or mugging seriosly ?
well life in RP has nv been "stressful" =o

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Something out of school context. The recent SG idol is starting to irritate me.
Talents get booted out because of low votes. JG definetly cant sing, what a danm bloody smug.
i was so suprised to see, maltida and nurul maidin got out. their singing sure beats JG
and guess what ? i even saw a mercedes with Jonathan Leong's advertisment. lol

so this week.

took "leave" to work at NTU, selling laptops. Sales was not too bad, pay was quite ok, but the Environment is SUPERB.

school work. Closing of one semester. Gosh. 6 more months to GRADUATION.
seriosly, i think i no life . hahah

now i found my positions within their hearts.

using lies not once but twice.
not bothering to share with me
i am just an imaginary friend who translates only words over MSN chat and SMS only.
that's fine.


i dunno should i feel hurt, sad or stupid.

i guess either suits well.

trust; erase that from my dictionary

my level of trust has reached it's peak.
some people thought things could just be hidden from me but apparently not
i'm neither blind nor deaf and if there are things to be hidden, hide it well
'cause when i find out myself,things will be ugly

i don't like that you try to say something about me in front of my "presence"
neither do i like words with thorns
don't even bother to tell me things in truth and make me look like some fool
as though i nv cared.
thats fine with me; if that's what you wanted

its feel so terrible not to be able to ask or to be someone's listening ears
ever occured, who's always asking about your problems and yet can do nothing ?

if things were like in secondary school. young and naive
time just continue to stay there.

as i grow older, i start to think alot. every places i go , my brain nv stops thinking or wandering.
reflections they call.
nosey thats what i think.

but that's just me.
for friends out there dating, i know its been a tough month . i am not a good confider. but then again , i just hope things will straighten out for you and your partner soon
and that ever need someone to talk to, just msg me

why do i make it difficult on myself by bothering about other people's problem.



fyp overs . 1st year coming. fyp presentation. napfa. 2nd sem. army.


basically thats how its going to be for now.