Saturday, October 27, 2007

3 weeks have gone swiftly.
prior i thought it would change my life in a new direction. not really.

instead, it made me think even more of the upcoming years. its going to be a long yet short 2 years experience and I hope it would really change my perspective on a lot of things.

i feel i am mentally stronger now as I tend to give up only at the slightest hint of warning sign either from my body or mental. i am even amazed that i am still hanging by that loose piece of thread like some bloody loser.i don't even know why i am doing this but please at least reciprocate me with some answers. i fell like i am always being taken for granted and still pretend that everything oks yet still continue helping you on. i guess that's the reason why i feel empty sleeping every night.

also, i did some of my first few things in my life. my first blood donation ! prior had friends who asked me to go for it; was always thinking that I would faint at the process. But I was totally wrong ! except the minor prick , it was a simple yet fun process. Felt totally happy after the donation. (side note: i was "forced" to go by my officer )