3 weeks have gone swiftly.
prior i thought it would change my life in a new direction. not really.
instead, it made me think even more of the upcoming years. its going to be a long yet short 2 years experience and I hope it would really change my perspective on a lot of things.
i feel i am mentally stronger now as I tend to give up only at the slightest hint of warning sign either from my body or mental. i am even amazed that i am still hanging by that loose piece of thread like some bloody loser.i don't even know why i am doing this but please at least reciprocate me with some answers. i fell like i am always being taken for granted and still pretend that everything oks yet still continue helping you on. i guess that's the reason why i feel empty sleeping every night.
also, i did some of my first few things in my life. my first blood donation ! prior had friends who asked me to go for it; was always thinking that I would faint at the process. But I was totally wrong ! except the minor prick , it was a simple yet fun process. Felt totally happy after the donation. (side note: i was "forced" to go by my officer )
Saturday, October 27, 2007
reflections
Sunday, October 14, 2007
danm tired. sleepy and feeling badly grouchy.
my Sony Ericsson phone died on me. OFFICIALLY. White Screen Of Death they call.
I lost most of my contacts and is f**king pissed. Reckon about 50 over contacts gone together with some photos and files.
Using spare phone for the moment. Probably getting a new one after army. So much so for my first book out. F***king Suay.
my Sony Ericsson phone died on me. OFFICIALLY. White Screen Of Death they call.
I lost most of my contacts and is f**king pissed. Reckon about 50 over contacts gone together with some photos and files.
Using spare phone for the moment. Probably getting a new one after army. So much so for my first book out. F***king Suay.
Saturday, October 13, 2007
after countless of try, my blogger is back !
back from book out. life in there is all about DISCIPLINE. strict time regime, strict diet.
unlike other service, we are lucky to have only IPPT and PSOC as the only demanding trainings in it. other than that are relatively follow throughs lesson and drills.
pretty tired actually, certain time my eyes start turning blurry. spent almost $100 + on army related stuff.
my h.p went into white screen death and have to be fixed at a very crappy cost of $100 +++ . decide to forego and probably get a 2nd hp first, whilst serving army.
back from book out. life in there is all about DISCIPLINE. strict time regime, strict diet.
unlike other service, we are lucky to have only IPPT and PSOC as the only demanding trainings in it. other than that are relatively follow throughs lesson and drills.
pretty tired actually, certain time my eyes start turning blurry. spent almost $100 + on army related stuff.
my h.p went into white screen death and have to be fixed at a very crappy cost of $100 +++ . decide to forego and probably get a 2nd hp first, whilst serving army.