Sunday, May 20, 2007

a blog is suppose to be a place where you vent your daily rants and raves
but as it is open to public, it becomes restricted.

I have been making wrong decisions lately and sometimes I wonder is it me being too easily persuaded or being too hard-hearted.

I have always a problems communicating around strangers but RP changed all that.
it forces me to engage in more conversations with people and help me widen my range of social network.
this has help me as it opened a lot of opportunities for myself. but even so, I still am a rather introvert guy and it takes a few days to crack me up. I guess this is the reason you-know-what from being happened.

I feel like isolating myself away from my life for week or so and learn to experience new things because life in Singapore is too fast paced. A few hours just slipped through you just by sitting down watching TV or doing nothing. I guess thats the reason why people aged so fast.

Everyday, I am constantly reflecting on stuffs and learning from it but so far, I can say I have only managed to change 5 % of it because some facts never change and that only when spoken do you feel enlightened.

Its not easy to say out your feelings. Neither is it easy for you to display your emotions.