Friday, June 17, 2005

yeaps, i am back at home, sitting on this hard red plastic chair.
the first thing i got home was to be greeted by my brother's rowdyness and noiseness, my lil cousin endearing calling of "BIG KOR KOR" and my mum's ever lasting care..

Family warmth, the best form of returning from a camp =)


Pondering, has it been more of a one sided thingy by me ? Has I gone one step too far in making a conclusion ? But what has the sms sent out by her mean to her? a form of fooling me ? or a form of a friend to friend tease ? obviosly i took neither , and went further with other, liking ?
but it appears none ? sometimes i feel i take people wors too seriosly but thats the way i have been since young ; naive and simple.

well anyways she's gone to somewhere for the day and hopefully we can get clear up somehow , but hopefully, no more nicey dovey ? .. i just can't seem to take it no more .. cause i am starting to falling deeper for u ..

if only ......

she could look at this blog, but i aint confident enough to let her see , neither to confess up ,

well , i just end of here , sleeping in 15 mins time , working tml , and hoping to hear from her soon . ..

ciaoz