Thursday, November 08, 2007

my squad mates say they when they first knew me in camp, i looked down to earth and nerdy.
1 months on, they say they see the other side of me; just keeps me wondering.
i have to agree i am a cold to warm person. it takes a long time to know me or make me open up because its not easy for me to trust a person.

looking nerdy, can't help, black square rimmed specs with short botak hairstyle. inevitable. i just hope results will overcome appearance. seriously, i am not really confident about the way i present myself or work out in the camp. i tend to sit back and be more reserve and somehow it all backfired. i just want to be ordinary.

a lot more skills and drills will be tested and this are things which are not my forte. just grinding hard and hope for the best. guess i am not that strong a person i perceive myself as. but one principle of my own; never giving up till you tried, not just the 100 % but also the extra 5 %.

strive and work hard inner me, you have overcome countless hurdles and this pains are just extras.