Sunday, July 15, 2007

after 2 wks of "enlistment" my comp is back from FUJITSU platoon SERVICE 1
due to poor fitness, it had to go for a thorough hardware test.
failed fan, keyboard, a/c port and broken hinge were mentioned. but only two were rectified as budget was low.
hope Private Laptop-Always-Problem wont have to report back camp soon.

been really busy running around my working schedules and also using $$ like water.

food,transportation, etc is costing a "bomb" with the recent hike in GST

there's sort of uneasy feeling around me lately. i dunno why but i feel jumpy and stressful nowadays. lot to think about.
escape is not an option it seems. it the oh-i-am-still-feeling that feeling that slowly moved back. i probably should have stuck firm and not be lenient.

like what my students and boss said: " soft, not strict, no firm stand "
my face just can't portray anger/fierceness and thats probably why people are riding over my head all the time.
2 and 1/2 mths more to army and i am really looking forward to it.

i still try to find out here and there about your life but its just only a way to tell myself you are safe.