Tuesday, June 27, 2006

i dunno wat to blog lately.
but just to update..

got myself into a terrible sickness lately. had the stomach run-ins and been so sore down there.
yeah .. 2 days i got myself cut off to 2 kg and barely had a full meal in my stomach.
acne. healing but taking a longer time. its skin replacing now and it looks crap.

its hard to tell one how i feel now. but once in a while chat has definately been better than talking daily.
the topics seems broader and its seems less boring . sometimes things just get too bored when they are repeated.

i really miss the time when i was sick and he was there to tender care for me even though his tired. its something that i will nv had a chance to experience again. at that moment when i was having the stomach ache constantly, i sat down at the sofa and felt how life was so fragil.
u cant depend on one person too much because when he leaves, the impact is too much and you will be lost. 1 road junction, 4 ways. u will be so confused as to choosing which one and life gets the toll on u.

FYP not done. still got some stuff to work on . lucky i do not have social commitments and so i am trying to keep life between family, studies and friends as closely as possible because life is so fragile. u never know whats goign to happen next and its not one that we can decide.