Wednesday, January 18, 2006

finally 4 days of open house is over.
so tired. really mess up my brain awhile

guess i was a little worked up the past few days.
not enough sleep. bad eating diet.


sometimes i guess i can be rather harsh when i am speaking off my mind. but if i dont, who bothers my words?
never wanted to make a stand for fear of offending someone.
when i do, i offend someone too.

so many things to think, to make decisions, to arrange.
yet so little time to sort out my mood. sorry to those offended. i was being paranoid.
glad that you still use the word " friend". it makes me feel so embreassed at being a "xiao ren"

chinese new year is coming. hope its a good start again for me, friends and family.