Monday, October 17, 2005

its two days in a row that I am involved in being pissed.
yesterday worked ,got bleach into my eyes.. danm painful ..

then near my punching out time. my manager was clearing a piece of bill from this ang moh(caucasian)

just because of a little error in the order and despite applogising to them
the ang moh said this : " Are u dumb ? "

omg .. please so wat u got a platinum card.. dont human make mistake ? .. fcuking shit.

then today went for the WS 2006 thingy. lesson on infrastructure architecture. gosh got this danm facilitator.hannah. gosh.. just because we were a little quiet and those year crapping around, she shouted towards us : " the year 2 , simply abusing their staus"
whatcomes next was worst: " you came for the ce points only ? "

danm it.. i got a freaking 41 points for my CE points. there more to be credited .
you are benchmarked ..

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gone home time. been thinking of this phrase "so near yet so far"
its freaking true. its seems so not long ago that I last talked to my dad , had the otah he steamed for me. it was the last meal he "prepared" for me. but hes so far away from me now and only a place in the heart will allow this memory to flow on.
out of nothing , staring into the blank space . images just flash past.

the girl i like is always near me. but their heart is so far away from me. its seems i always miss an ingrediant to make theirs mine.it either ends up with ignorance or becoming good friends. nv an happy ending .

am i destined to live a life full of questions mark and make endless choices ? i dunno seriosly