Monday, June 20, 2005

stuck in a big fat mess now ..
so many things to do, so little times to get arranged

412 days was the exact days we known each other , took me 25 days of recent months to know u better , and one day to decide , you are the one for me

but now 2 weeks on, the distance moved and it seems like u know me no more. was watching the 9 pm show , on Channel 8

the lead charactor Ah Hock said this few lines which is danm true :
" You like someone does not mean he/she has to feel the same way for you."
" Do you hate her/him because he/she doesn't choose you ? Are you being selfish ? "


thats the question I should have been asking myself.


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Okay anyways, moving on to life. Got a java application to complete. Danm she gave me a B and now it seems so hard that if I dont do, I will get my C's over and over. But I fucking don't know how to do that shit !!!

Then got this proposal to do. Danm it took away my two weeks beautiful holiday but it has been rather worthwhile. Things like finding out my classmate is is pimarcy sch friend etc. Also that duriing the period where we got a lil more closer.........

BBQ got cancelled, due to some minor blips and flops .. the distance between friends really gets widen up when you don't strengthen.. just like the ropes that bind things together, they will break and snap one day if you dont tighten it or change it for the better

didn't expect i wrote so much ? .. well more to come.. .cuase i am gonna read a mini biography of her.. look out